“I have the playlist of you on shuffle. And I’m thinking. I’m thinking of just how wonderful we are. Despite our flaws, which have surfaced in a grotesque, intense way lately, we are a beautiful thing. I want you to know that I love you. I want you to know that I will always forgive you and always provide comfort when you need it. I promise to laugh with you and laugh at you. I will give you joy, and at times, grief. But, being you, you’ll know exactly how to handle it. I’ll cook you breakfast on Saturday morning and take care of you when you’re feeling ill. I’ll critique you and be proud of you. I’ll compromise. I’ll listen. I’ll sympathize. I won’t push anything on you. I won’t force you to do anything. I won’t shut myself away from you. I promise to love you, good and bad, fighting or laughing, rain or shine. I’ll love you when I’m away, if I’m ever away. I’ll love you when I hate you. I’ll try my hardest not to be grouchy when I’m sleepy. I promise to beat you in Scrabble every time. I promise to argue. I’ll beg in my cute voice for you to make me tea when I’m too lazy to get out of bed. I’ll let you take a shower first if you really want to. And if not, just jump in with me. I promise to always love you. Always. Being on the verge of LITERALLY losing you lately has opened my eyes. Not only to how I feel, but how I should spend my time. How I should handle situations. You hear me say sometimes how you’ve changed me and made me a better person. But it’s an ever flowing thing. Every day is like being born again when you’re part of my picture. Every day I learn something new or feel something new. Every day.

And every day I will attempt to return the favor.
Every day I will love you.”

reading that may bring back memories you don’t want to remember but i love you, so let me do that. <3